June 13, 2005

• Halo halo halo… I’m back.

  
  

  I’ve lost my phone. Lost all my contacts. If I still haven’t called you, it’s not because I have already forgotten you. It’s because I can’t. So please call my mobile so I can have your number. I’m using the same old number.

  
  

  It’s so difficult to catch up with everyone’s xanga. But I will try. It is extra difficult because I am still in jetlag mode. So tired. This is half 6 only and i am already up. Anyway, I will try to catch up, especially the P post… Feelling left out now… wu…

  
  

  I had this new maid at home. I have never met her because when she came I was in Manchester. The morning before yesterday, she closed her door and kept crying. My grandma told her she could go if she wants to. And she just grabbed all her stuffs and ran. My grandma offered to bring her to the agency but she refused.

  
  

  Of course she couldn’t go home. She needs the agency to help her doing that. She’s been taken to the police station that day. I don’t know why. Maybe she’s been biting people on the street. And then she’s been taken to the hospital. According to the agency, she has actually been put into the mental hospital in eastern district now. They say she almost tear off an officer’s shirt.

  
  

  I didn’t talk to her much while she was in the house. But my mother and grandma said she got mental problems. She knocks on my mother’s door in the middle of the night and said that she has to go worship some god because there were many ghost around. And once it is night time, she doesn’t look at people in the eye directly. She always look away. Like there was really a ghost that we can’t see beside her.

  
  

  I don’t how to think about this. She has been in the house for 3 months. Some say we have been lucky that she didn’t go mental and kill us all. I think the agent is bad because it sent her here. Suddenly I’m thinking, maybe it’s my faimly, driving her crazy. I’ve been here for 20 years. I think I got serious mental problems too.

  
  

  I am still so very jetlag. So I’ll stop here.

  
  

  Oh! I cut my hair. Nao requested pictures. But I said, I don’t want to take pictures of myself. I’ll post some if I see my friends and take pictures with them.

  
  

   

  
  

  CALL ME!!!

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